Moving to Цrebro. I got in I got in I got in. University life starts in like fuck knows what amounth of minutes and fucking hell knows what moments. Am saing hi to Esben and Henrik, and Luise as well. I would need all ur support guys. Luise I know you can do it, you just have to go on just like you do it and practise wallking your path while the idiots loughing out loud. Huggs to all of u. See u soon.

Please please please, my dearest, do not do to me again the same that you have done on the 11/8...and my best regards to Kim

well I was just honest, dairfull, straight a head and stood up for my prospectives. When I wished him a good night in the end of discussion and kissed him on a cheeck, he pushed me away with his hand.

this is a sadest morning, just two days ago I saw a perfect rainbow,yesterday I saw the moon on the morning sky. Today I felt pain, just like a stab with the fist through the chest.I feel stoned.I feel that I do not want to live, I do not live I exist. He said sorry and I ask myself for what? it is not me who is hurting him. The thing is that I would much rather not to feel my heart bit when I am scared. I would rather not. Pain just took me like a culler around the dog and came tight so I had a hard time to brith. But I kept it to myself. Just like I do all the time. I love him. Parheps more than he loves me. But I would never be a wife. It would be unfare to myself to be one.I always do things cause I want to, not because I am oligated to.